I keep having these weird dreams in some nights in July and august and they always take place in my old discord account, I was either ridiculed, ignored or babied despite maturing or even straight up friendless (Not that I care but this is going to defeat my purpose if I ever go back)

Anyways I kind of think I got my shit together and did what I really wanna do shamelessly (While still keeping it RESPECTIVELY SAFE) which got me some nice attention online, I've become mutuals with people i admire and good people and I think I redeemed myself from whatever time that was in january.

Maybe I'm finally getting a proper relationship but I don't know, I'll test the waters first

I'm gonna have to focus a lot on my art and studies for the next year