ima be honest here ive always hated blender in my roblox game dev wannabe days, wishing to create games and put my vision to life but fail as i have to learn modelling to achieve it all. Blender is my enemy, my opp, the person i would never wanna get along with and never would... there is no redemption arc between us
until something struck my mind, i should make shitty anime hairs for a fucking EA game, i am EA's biggest OPP i can't be playing their silly games. but my silliness took possesion i am sorry rebecca
so i quickly grabbed a tutorial and here's my first hair model of my oc antikleia
i took a model from the studio and drew over her face cuz i didn't like how the model looks like shes default girl from fortnite. i think this first hair is decent but i fucked it up inside out and cant redo, it was a hard start for me since im using points but everything starts looking shit AF from the roots moving everywhere they want
2ND ARC: OLD BLENDER
old blender is actually the biggest opp, i would never wanna see them again but the thing is i know all the fundamentals to the new blender and found it decently easily but its still hard, i hate how most tutorials use outdated programs but if its what the studio and tutorial is compatible with then so be it.
I've made 2 retries of the hair because i accidentally deleted one that looks nice but the new one is surprisingly good and improved since i've learnt my mistakes and used them to my advantage to try and better myself. this is definitely the best i could do as of now
despite the fact its not all good looking and amazing for a beginner like me starting blender for the 5th time i think it's nicely made and that's all it matters, im only making hair as a way to include my ocs in and to try out something new that'll help me feel like i've done something actually meaningful and artistic as well, look into the bright side of things and be you, do your thing, love your hobby even if you kinda a freak. ima let yall know when i finish mkay
I still beef with EA and blender.